Where have I been?

Dear readers, I know I have not posted in a while, but I'm going to change that. If you don't know, I have been in Florida, in a very deep depression for some time. The climate here is quite oppressive and most the people you find yourself running into would not be capable of getting along in any other region. To an extent, Florida is where America's sketch accumulates. I've had five jobs since moving to Deland in 2022, and most have been things you would not be willing to do with people I was unwilling to get along with.

However, I am determined to pull myself out of this depression and remind myself daily that my own value is enough to get me through and rise above. I've done it before and I can do it again. After all I have a very suppportive partner, two amazing dogs, and a very nice (indoor) living space. So while I have not felt like sharing much of my experience with you folks, I'm going to work on building meaningful connections between my creative self and people like you while using said creative self to curate personal experiences worth sharing and experiencing. While coping with the hairiness of the day-to-day, I've often forgotten how important it is to value myself and my own capabilities which I am very blessed to have.

So. What have I been doing? I'm making just as much music as ever. Not reading 100 books in a year, but still reading. Maybe I'll catch up on my book reports. I've fallen out of the Nicolas Cage movies because I felt bad about not writing about them while worried about forgetting them. So maybe I'll bring back those rankings. I have, however, really stepped-up my work in computer game design. So if you're interested in what I've been making there, you can go to my page on itch.io. I also have plans to go on a trip soon, so do expect a return of pizza reviews. If you have any ideas or suggestions, please do comment.

xoxo - PJ

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